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Monday, January 28, 2008

Was on duty during saturday, so i did not have the chance to go out.

Yeah i was bullied by a dog, a dog full of "wisdom". (like real)

Ok, my dog is a female and shes on heat, so i cant bring her to duty.

SO!!! i brought jimmy.

So the incident goes like this,

6am i brought him out and exercise before taking him to duty.

Jimmy only pee and did not poo-poo, so i guess ok lets go.

After walking 50m, he shitted on the ROAD.

It was really like 'WAT THE HELL'.

I wont have to clear it if no one walks there but its the pedestrian's walkway.

So TOOOOOOOO BAD.

So i brought him back to the kennel, after washing the area.

I exercise him again, about 10 mins.

We move out again, at the same spot, he stopped and shit.

This time i really cannot take it anymore.

Brought him back to the kennel, smack him until he cry.

Was damn damn furious, bring him to grass patch he dun wanna shit.

Giving me this kind of shit, as in this kind of shit, early in the morning.

Ya forget it, a dog wont spoil my sunday mood. =)

Sunday night was a clubbing night, went to st james alone can.

Since no one was free, all busy playing lan, have work/school the next day.

Was a friend birthday, was quite fun hanging out with my uncles clique.

Went for supper at 2am, and went straight home.

Something happened in between, shall not talk about it here.

I think i have created alot of troubles already.

I need someone who can tie me down again, haha it will take so time ba i guess.

people all around @ 12:09 PM;

Saturday, January 26, 2008

I think i will be late for camp blogging at this time.

Was not a very good day on Friday, range until 3 plus.

Reached home at 6pm, weyman accompanied me for dinner.

Thanks alot man.

When to lan shop to look for calli/gang.

Clubbing was ok last night, but alot left for movie at 130am.

Met up jovan, this is the first time hes not drunk. >.<

But lionel was totally wasted haha, should i say all thanks to me.

Looking at how drunk he is and the things he is doing.

It sort of resemble the young me.

Every week is the same.

How i wish i got freedom to do watever i want.

Like staying out late and no worries for camp.

I know its impossible now, 7 more months to go!

The night was just pretty boring without u.

Thanks to friends who has always stay by me when i am down.

Esp a few, without u, i dun think i will be sitting down here typing this.

Love my friends a million.

people all around @ 3:15 PM;

Friday, January 25, 2008

A terrible night for me, I punched my dad in the face.

Leave all the details out.

I am so MOVING OUT. ASAP!!!!!

Yeah, Booked in before 12 am last night.

Was so fun, chit-chatting with Joo-san and weiqi.

And both of them call me meimei.

Now theres 4 people calling me that le la.

But i am okay with it, Haha.

I kinda hate my existence in this world day by day,

Dun feel like typing anymore.

God please take me to ur side, i need no days

people all around @ 7:01 PM;

Thursday, January 24, 2008

It has been rather a hectic week for me.

Life in K-9 is really getting horrible.

I am having 10 duties next month.

Will be working 4th,6th,7th,9th,11st,13rd,15th,18th,20th,24th.

Or shall i say that i wont be able to book out that day.

7th/8th new year and i am working on eve and first day.

But its ok la, i cant celebrate this year anyways.

Cause my beloved granny just passed away.

A letter dedicated to granny,

I do not think my granny can read english even if she sees my blog.

I am just gonna type it.

Thanks for bringing me up since the day i am born till i graduated from secondary.

Been living with u for 16 years.

I remembered i had migraine during my sec 2 period.

U are the one bringing me to SGH for check-ups and stuff.

Lasted a few months and every friday i will not be able to go school.

Reality is always so cruel, but i know at least u have been free from the sufferings.

Granny, i miss u so much.

How i wish i could hug u right now and say this to u.

Urgh, cant imagine i cried while typing this.

Now back to topic, yeah, duties boost.

I bet everyones morale is dropping day by day.

Frankly speaking, K-9 unit is really a waste of time.

Or should i say only Guard dog section.

Nacotics/Trackers dog are more useful.

Argh i shall endure this crap for 7 more months and everything will be over.

I can do it. >.<

Last week when clubbing with Jovan.

Andrea, calli and terry was there also.

At first was really boring but went over to a pub to find my uncle.

Had a few glasses of chivas/soda.

Went back to club, things then start to heat up.

But yeah none that i am interested. Haha.

I hope i can get one before my birthday ba.

Dun expect much in life anymore already.

I just wanna get out of this army shit and get back into society life.

540 a month is sooooooooooo pathetic.

I suddenly realise i had so much to grumble about army,

people all around @ 5:28 PM;

Firstly, Happy birthday to Darling.

Sorry about wednesday. Hope u did enjoy urself that day.

A year older le, time to get married.

Give me a kid to PLAY.

Haha. just joking la.

I miss going out with u and camwhoring together.

people all around @ 5:22 PM;

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

I hate my life now.

Time for camp.

I hate duties!!!!!! Damn sick of it really.

people all around @ 5:25 AM;

Friday, January 11, 2008

Another post for wednesday.

Tuesday- Guard duty.

Wednesday i took half day home, But lots of things happen in camp.

In the end i leave camp at 1.30pm.

It sucks really.

Forget about it.

The fun part was at night.

Meet up Joosan(Jiao Sai), Leon, Weiqi and Charleston at cineleisure.

Had our dinner together and we head down to zouk.

All went phuture, which i prefer more.

Was pay day. Order a bottle of chivas.

Blah blah blah. I shall skip to the part i wanna say.

I was like dancing with joosan and charleston sandwich me between him and JS.

So i dance but i put my knee cap in between JS legs,

So 3 of us dance and my knee cap apparently was rubbing on JS dick.

And today he told me in camp his little dicky hurts. LOL.

He was like limping.

About 2am, my uncle came sia.

Asked him to open another bottle.

This time i asked everyone over to zouk, cause my uncle dun like R&B.

Drink drink drink, I was so high that i went back to camp myself.

In between something happen.

After club and before i went back to camp.

But only gary know.

Shall be a secret.

I am still wondering why would i do that that night. LOL

Shall go bath now. I am late again. LOL

people all around @ 9:23 PM;

I must be a retard for believing watever thats said.

Oh, i have finally gotten over it. TODAY.

And yes! Its 11th january!

My pay day and its time to start afresh.

I remember telling Andrea that time i am sinking too much into this relationship.

Which i really did.

Its so unlike me, devoted for 4 months. When i thought i have found the right one.

Which i am wrong.

I can still remember the break up reason.

"No time for me", "Will be very busy" .

In fact the first few days i cant really accept it.

Slowly i gotten over it, trying to adapt to single life.

But just now, i was lying on my bed and really thinking.

I have called so many times.

Its either u went to zouk, played mahjong, dinner with friends.

And recently went to chalet. And work of course.

So thats busy.

Have u really think of how bad a liar u are?

And how naive i am? For believing in wat u said.

Just last week Andrea and Calli was just saying they miss "da-sao".

I miss too, but right now i dunno i am sad or angry. Maybe both.

Relationship, Family, Money, Friends.

I think i come last.

So much things running through my mind right now.

Just feel like banging my head against the wall over and over again.

If u are reading it. Or anyone else.

Is it so hard for u to even reply my messages?

Even when u are working or schooling?

Dun tell me theres no break time.

1 full day, not even a single reply.

When u are on the way to work. (u cant message)

When u are on breaktime.(u cant message)

When u are on the way home. ( u cant message)

Before u sleep. (U DONT EVEN BOTHER)

Wats there to talk about.

I told one of my mates in camp, and he told me this.

If u are in love with someone, i dun have to message u.

No matter where u are, u will at least give a message right? ( at least when u are free).

Correct me if i am wrong.

How many times u said to go out with me and in the end never? (think about it)

Go and think about how would u feel if someone give u empty promises everytime.

I never really need to meet up always.

But a simple call, message is not that hard.

I remember once we went to legend.

This malay woman said it will be my lost if i do not want u.

Come to think of it, not really.

I think it will be your lost.

I am just typing watever is in my mind so the order might be mixed up.

Haha, i feel so much better after venting my anger at my blog.

Thats wat blog is for man. Lolx

And my christmas present. Save it for urself. LIAR~~

people all around @ 8:46 PM;

Tuesday, January 08, 2008

Its 4am in the morning and i still cant get to sleep.
Uploaded past year photos.
And now i will try to get back to sleep.

Nights my little bloggy

people all around @ 3:53 AM;