Friday, January 11, 2008
I must be a retard for believing watever thats said.
Oh, i have finally gotten over it. TODAY.
And yes! Its 11th january!
My pay day and its time to start afresh.
I remember telling Andrea that time i am sinking too much into this relationship.
Which i really did.
Its so unlike me, devoted for 4 months. When i thought i have found the right one.
Which i am wrong.
I can still remember the break up reason.
"No time for me", "Will be very busy" .
In fact the first few days i cant really accept it.
Slowly i gotten over it, trying to adapt to single life.
But just now, i was lying on my bed and really thinking.
I have called so many times.
Its either u went to zouk, played mahjong, dinner with friends.
And recently went to chalet. And work of course.
So thats busy.
Have u really think of how bad a liar u are?
And how naive i am? For believing in wat u said.
Just last week Andrea and Calli was just saying they miss "da-sao".
I miss too, but right now i dunno i am sad or angry. Maybe both.
Relationship, Family, Money, Friends.
I think i come last.
So much things running through my mind right now.
Just feel like banging my head against the wall over and over again.
If u are reading it. Or anyone else.
Is it so hard for u to even reply my messages?
Even when u are working or schooling?
Dun tell me theres no break time.
1 full day, not even a single reply.
When u are on the way to work. (u cant message)
When u are on breaktime.(u cant message)
When u are on the way home. ( u cant message)
Before u sleep. (U DONT EVEN BOTHER)
Wats there to talk about.
I told one of my mates in camp, and he told me this.
If u are in love with someone, i dun have to message u.
No matter where u are, u will at least give a message right? ( at least when u are free).
Correct me if i am wrong.
How many times u said to go out with me and in the end never? (think about it)
Go and think about how would u feel if someone give u empty promises everytime.
I never really need to meet up always.
But a simple call, message is not that hard.
I remember once we went to legend.
This malay woman said it will be my lost if i do not want u.
Come to think of it, not really.
I think it will be your lost.
I am just typing watever is in my mind so the order might be mixed up.
Haha, i feel so much better after venting my anger at my blog.
Thats wat blog is for man. Lolx
And my christmas present. Save it for urself. LIAR~~
people all around @ 8:46 PM;
