Sunday, May 11, 2008
Time really flies, why cant i fly?
Sometime i realise that human are so realistic.
Or am i too simple minded?
It been so long since i last cried.
I have no real reason why i am crying now.
Stupid right, am just another dumb fucker.
Once i read before,
When i am sad doesn't mean i need to cry right.
When i am happy doesn't mean i need to laugh/smile.
Likewise,
When i smile doesn't not mean that i am happy.
Sometimes i really ask myself am i happy with the life i am living
I really must reply. NO!
Ya, i was born in a nice environment, nice family.
But the life i want just seems so impossible.
Maybe my expectations are ridiculous.
Its will be 5 months that i am single in 7 days time.
Actually not that long, but i am desperately finding for one.
One that i can really rely on, and i love.
No one person can replace [The person] Yet.
I know that i have rejected people.
I just want to make it clear.
It not that i am not giving any chance,
If i reject you, not that i cant forget the past.
Its just that you are not the one that i am looking for.
I am searching also, i am not waiting for a miracle to happen on me.
So to people who are reading, let me make it clear.
I am not those kind that i will give false hope,
Knowing that we are impossible.
Theres only one person i wish to be with now,
And the person know who,
If u are reading this,
Give me a chance.
I wish u will cook for me again,
Take care of me when i am sick,
Be by me Always.
people all around @ 4:39 AM;
