Friday, June 19, 2009
June 19,
Its 12.14am in the morning now and i am awake.
Finally fell asleep last night after this 4 days without sleep.
I helped a friend on tuesday, who is actually in the same case as me.
At least i have a choice to choose, he does not even have i think.
I hope he will find his happiness soon, all the best bro.
Wednesday was hell of fun, i was rushing a proposal in office till 6.30pm.
Was damn tired i swear but at least samuel was there to chat with me online.
Hazel and i meet up nearby my office at outram for KTV session.
(Advise: Please do not go there, the system is full of faults)<br>
Actually i was suppose to head off by 9 or 10pm.
But it was sort of cancelled last minute so we stayed till 1plus.
Oh, peiliang was there too, as hazel ask him as i am leaving early.
It is one of the craziest night ever la, we sing all the songs we could.
As usual i sucked at singing.
Today, i was not very busy in office.
Kinda feeling down and thinking alot of things.
I feel that i should occupy my time with lots of things.
Crazy things i mean, like? Seriously i have no idea what, haha.
I went for a hair cut after my work with benny.
Saw bobby at Ang Mo Kio MRT station.
Kinda surprised too, he is in formal wear. =)
Have a nice hair cut, i like it alot, as i look like a nerd now.
Went over to pick up camera from someone.
I am sad when i see your mom, i dunno why.
Everything, all this feeling just came back.
I thought i am ok, i thought i am fine.
I thought i can live better without you but i am sooo sooo wrong.
Time heals, i agree with that.
I am a stubborn kid, i am so sure i am not in self denial.
I love you so much.
I have no idea who the hell is still reading my blog as it kinda dead.
I hope you will never come and read.
This will be my diary, my only soulmate now.
I am so scared that i will just say out everything when i am drunk.
I am really scared. Who cares right? I don't think you do.
Anyways, i am looking of the bright side of things now.
Whatever things we do, people up there will see.
I believe in RETRIBUTION.
I know its a bit harsh. Maybe i should rephrase it
My meaning is "Ren Zai Zhou, Tian Zai Kan"
It shall be till here for today.
I do not know whether my english have deproved or my grammer has weakened.
I hope people reading woont mind.
=)
Signing off, weihao
people all around @ 12:13 AM;
